things got off to a good start
i was hoping we could resolve things
she told me that the reason she couldn't be with me
was that her family wouldn't accept her being with a black person
that broke my heart, surprised me, and infuriated me
simply because I know it really isn't what she wants
and i don't want to lose her
6 years . . . 6 years of friendship and close calls
and the truth behind it all is "Vincent you're black."
Tonight I found out just how secure I really am in Christ
and I'm proud to say that I'm okay
I'm not hurting about this anymore
it broke my heart for a little bit, but I don't feel the need to be white
so that I can be with a girl who wants to be with me, but just wont
because she wants to impress her family
she says she doesn't have much family left
and what she has she doesn't want to lose
I understand the want not to lose family
but if your family would walk out on you
over the color of your husbands skin
then they don't love you
they just love having a puppet
She has so many other people
people who love on her
people who have taken her in like family
and she's going to settle somewhere down the road for some other guy
simply because he's white and not black
i feel sorry for her
I feel very sorry for her
No comments:
Post a Comment