Yesterday was a rough day but lastnight was a gamechanger
All the loneliness I felt seemed to melt away
while hanging out with the Cash-Ramos-te3zii clan
even knowing that I was going back to an empty home posed no problem
I wasn't lonely anymore
and I thought to my self . .
I have got to start hanging out more often
this morning on my run I went to my friend Nick's house
and just kinda sat there and chilled with him for a while
and it brought me great joy
it's crazy how much blessing we miss out on in isolation
I mean solitary confinement isn't exactly something good
ever
needless to say
it's a better day today
much better
I feel revived
and back in the game
I feel like I've had a lot of moments in my empire
where things just didn't go right and somewhere along the line
I felt hopeless
and then I saw a light
and now I'm back to building
God has really given me peace in this
it's been a hard pill to swallow
but I know God is using this to make me better
I'm going to hold on to that
even if I don't feel it
I know it
when the answers and the truth take different sides
I still want to see You Lord through all the smoke
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