I've always wanted to be one. I've even done pretty stupid things to try to be one. I'm sure I'm not the only one though. My life has been filled with times where I wanted to rescue the damsel in distress, help the homeless person, or just save the world. Looking back on the past five years I can see where my desire to be the hero has gotten in the way. I've chilled out a lot since about a year ago, but I still want to be the hero. The key has been to be the hero at the appropriate time. That moment when I just know God has stuck me in position to be a hero which lately has happened a lot. The crazy thing is that sometimes I don't want to be the hero for certain people. Sometimes . . .it's hard to be the hero for some people. Even when God puts me in position to do so. Sometimes I'm tired, sometimes I don't know if the persons gonna shoot me down, and sometimes I just don't want to do it for that particular person. Sometimes God has us do something out of our comfort zone to show His love to others. . . Well duh! It's crazy though how He can use those times to show me just how busted and in need of repair that I am. In fact sometimes God uses those moments to show ME HIS LOVE. He allows me to help someone else out so that I can see how much I need Him. It is crazy how He does that.
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