So far

this week was a good week

but to be honest

this past month, and I know you could tell from my posts

was one of the worst months I've had in a long time

School has been great

work . . .well I'm looking and praying about a new job

because I get no hours where I'm working now anymore

and well to be completely honest

after recent events

I've wanted to be in a relationship this past month

it's a pretty sucky feeling

because I want it because I'm on somewhat of a rebound

but I know I'm not in any shape to be in one lol

that's why it sucks the most

on top of that . . now girls are telling me they like me . . 

I'm thoroughly convinced Satan sees where I am and is trying his

hardest to distract me from what God has for me now

which is definitely not a relationship

I don't know my wife yet

so there's no point

music. . .well 

I haven't come out and said this yet . . 

GNS is no more

^^^^^ there we go it's official

and right now I'm not sure where to start

praying about it though (please pray persistantly with me about this) 

I haven't spent time with my closest friends in a while

those being Josh Ramos and Colton Cash

which really sucks

because in times like these ya gotta spend time with the Bro's in Christ

so . . .

how can life suck so much . .yetI honestly be okay?

I have hope =)

I know things wont always be this way.

I know that everything going on right now

Is a part of God's much bigger plan

His plan is bigger than today or tomorrow

or 2011 for that matter

and whatever He has for me is going to glorify Him

that's really all that's ever gonna matter

Jeremiah 29:11 "For I(God) know the plans I have for you(me)"-[this is] the Lords declaration "plans for [your] wellfare, not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope.

whatever is going on

whatever this chaos is I know He's gonna make it all work out for good

Romans 8:28 For we know that God makes all things work together for the good of THOSE WHO LOVE HIM and ARE CALLED TO HIS PURPOSE!!!!

Philippians 4:11-13 I don't say this out of need, for I have learned to be content in whatever circumstances I am. 12 I know both how to have a little, and I know how to have a lot. In any and all circumstances I have learned the secret [of being content]—whether well-fed or hungry, whether in abundance or in need. 13 I am able to do all things through Him who strengthens me.

so no matter what

regardless of my job

regardless of wanting a relationship but being single

regardless of hurt feelings

or broken friendships

regardless of what Satan throws my way to distract me

I, by the grace of God, WILL MAKE IT!

Life as I know it

is found in Knowing Christ

Blessings