Last night is still on my mind. Constantly striving today to focus on God and God alone. It's hard though. Not gonna lie. It's a struggle.
I know I'm not abandoned
Pressed but not crushed
If I were to be honest. The thing that hurts the most is my pride. Letting go would be so easy were it not for that one part of me that's saying to try again and maybe things will be better. But um... That's all flesh talking.
I think proverbs 5 hits it right on the head.
Was gonna go hang out at lamberts tonight but that would just be bad news so I'm completely avoiding that.
Even after all that went down last night. It was still a great night. Left depression and hung out with friends. It's good to have good friends. Ya only need a few. And mine are golden.
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