Heavy I's

right now
it's hard to stay awake even to write this blog, yet I have church in a little bit lol.
My mind is all over the place right now.
Last night I had a breakdown it was glorious.
First it was sadness then it was joy. Everything just hit me. Everything
that has happened over the past two months just hit me, and not just the
ex girlfriend thing;in fact, she is the least of my worries at this point.

Lastnight one of my friends was hanging out so that he could go to
church in the morning with me. In the midst of my sleep, and I know this to be true,
God woke me up! To find him having a seizure. I wasn't normally woken up at all
because I was in deep sleep and when I woke up I was wide awake. There was no in between
GLORY TO GOD!

God also kept me aware as to what to do in the situation that He had dropped us into.
My friend made it safely to the hospital and is there right now.
I'm keeping him in prayer.

On the way to the hospital things just began to hit me
God spoke to me about the importance of just simply being there
the way that He was when He allowed me to be there for someone

I'm not sure how things would have gone down had I not been there,
but God willed me to be there, and my friend is okay now.

well I gotta run
peace,