Emotional Disaster

Today

I was looking forward to a good day

but this morning when I woke up

all I could think about is all that I've lost in the past 6 months

     It's crazy though every thing I lost in the past 6 months has been something I thought was good for me that just ended up hurting me in the long run, and since I've lost those things and just been running toward God, and even shutting the door on opportunities to pick those things back up again... For some reason this morning I feel as if I've lost.... After such an amazing weekend that God brought me through and blessed and I know He is even blessing me now with His comfort and presence here and now.... I feel.... well ya know that feeling in your chest when you're just upset about something. That's how I feel. 

so here's what I'll hold onto in the midst of this emotional disaster

Romans 8:28 for we know that God works all things together

for the good of those who love Him

and are called to His purpose

not all good things happen to those who love Him and are called to His purpose,

but whatever happens good or bad He molds it into something that

works out for the good of those who love Him and are called to His purpose

God's gonna bring me through this day

He's all I got to hold on to