It's V-CITY
Lately I've honestly wanted to give up on it, but recently I was reminded by God that I shouldn't count myself out. Still though, there's that part of me that's just like how can I get out of this hole I'm in. I'm missing the light at the end of this tunnel. Sure I have gigs lined up, but I don't have a band. Or should I say I don't have a drummer, which is super frustrating. I'm find that I'm super insecure about my music lately too.
SQUIRREL!
I did upload the new album the 1,000,000 Project for those of you that don't know! There have been so many technical difficulties with that album that have stressed me out sooooo much, but it should be on iTunes and many other music websites by the 23rd of march.
Back to what I was saying.
I guess I feel like this just isn't my year. Ever since the band broke up it's just been hard getting back on my feet as a musician, but even though I feel like giving up I know I can't. This really isn't something that I'm willing to give up. I know that I'd be miserable if I did eventually. Maybe I just need rest.. I don't know what's gonna happen, but I think I am going to just rest for a while after this year is over. Get my foot in the door somewhere leading worship and rest for a bit, or do whatever it is God tells me to do. I guess I'm just struggling to remember what the last order was or hear what the next order is, and I don't want to be in that place.
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